It really sucks to feel this way, its almost certain on any day

Just to find the middle ground, make my brain safe and sound

It starts out well like i could conquer the day, this is the way I wish it would stay

But something so small and random at best, sends me back down, another failed test

I spiral down different levels and depth, sometimes will do what I will regret

And as i fall, my anxiety shoots up, as the volcano starts to erupt

It drains my energy like I haven't slept, irritated and agitated I have to accept

The sounds and actions normal and true, turn to anger and boiling stew

I hate feeling this way and the people I hurt, yet i cant seem to stop as my brain and evil flirt

I wish i could stop and hold it at bay, but it seems forever it will stay

Sometimes i can escape and turn it around, but most of the time its my face to the ground

Its seems when it starts i become addicted, meaner and meaner until the spells lifted

Stay out of the path, destruction is near, all people in general I try to steer clear

It's the inner demon that I  always fear.

-Geminis Revenge