Sometimes it bleeds fast sometimes its slow, but it looks so good to see the flow
Emotional numbness, pain inside, just more tissue that will soon die.
The feel of the blade as it glides across the skin, the line is made so precise and thin
After it opens and starts to bleed, pain and emotion are soon set free.
Only a second and it starts to bead, to watch the blood run is what I need
Its a rush, its a feeling that you are alive, cuz sometimes you feel so dead inside
It can quickly snap you back into reality, then you clean the mess of your own brutality
Why does it feel good and addictive the same, yet you must hide it with fear and shame.
It crosses my mind more then it should, I push it deep down till I feel it is good.
It all bottles up to almost no end, then it explodes to the cycle again.
-Geminis Revenge
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